Josh

I’m shaking as I write this, not for any particular reason, well maybe there is, but that’s neither here nor there. I’ve been away from the computer for the past few days, reading, thinking, trying to live normally for once. I hopped on the computer today to write a post, the topic which escapes me [...]

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Since I’ve been back in New York I’ve been doing a great job of not ignoring my issues, problems, and feelings. To help me in the task of confronting everything, I’ve been keeping a notebook in my back pocket, carrying it [...]

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I’ve spent most of my life drifting and wasting day after day trying to find something that I thought was missing from my life. It turns out what I was looking for was in my possession all along, hidden away, waiting for me to discover the fact that I’m [...]

I’ve spent most of my life running; running from the past, running towards something I thought would be better, running away from problems that I should have dealt with, and running from the people I should have embraced. I’ve broken a lot of promises, I’ve spoken more empty words than should have ever crossed my [...]

As Lisa recently wrote, we talked last week about how there isn’t a single person who knows everything about us. It’s not so much that I’m afraid one person, or a few, will hurt me. I’m more afraid of the fact that eventually, I’ll be the one to fuck up. I’ll be the one to [...]