Josh

I’ve been extremely busy this summer, and while that’s great for me, it’s bad for my friends and the internet. Ever since I was introduced to the internet in 6th grade, I’ve been hooked.  If I knew of a 12 step program, I’m sure I would have at least attempted to kick the habit.  It wouldn’t have worked though, don’t you worry.  I’m addicted to the internet, like I’m addicted to peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.

It’s kind of ironic that just when I want to do something with my internet life, besides just blogging, I go and get a life.  Ness is great that way.  I’m usually kind of shy and reserved, and on top of that I’m kind of lazy.  I find it hard to approach people and make new friends.  But when I’m with Ness, I don’t fear doing that.  In fact, I’m quite comfortable around other people.  She’s able to let my inner-self out, something that no one else has ever been able to do.  She gives me a confidence that I’ve never known before.

Now that I’m settling into Cleveland and I’ll be around for awhile at least, I’ve started looking into Transgender support groups in the area as well as gender therapists.  I’d like to start the physical transition of being Trans sooner rather than later, and I’m not really sure how to do that.  So looking into support groups and gender counselors is the first step.  I’ve found a few therapists in the area and I’ll have to make some phone calls and see what their pricing is.  I’ve also joined a Cleveland Trans discussion list and hopefully I’ll make contact with some other Trans individuals in my area.

Ness and I are going to a wedding in October.  That’s why she was away at the bachelorette party this past weekend.  Ness has had a couple of conversations with the bride-to-be about me being Trans and she’s been very supportive of the whole thing and even went so far as to say that if anyone says something negative to either Ness or I during the wedding or reception, she’d take care of it.  I haven’t met her yet, but I look forward to meeting her.  At any rate, on the drive back home, Ness and her ex, Meg, were talking and Meg said that she didn’t think people would even think that I was a girl, because I look like a boy.  Thanks for the compliment, because that’s what I was going for.  That may sound…sarcastic, but I mean it in a good way, and I’m sincere in my thanks.  Even though she did kiss Ness…but that’s another story and it’s not as bad as it sounds.  You just have to know Ness to understand that whole thing.

Also, we might be hitting up Pittsburgh next weekend.  I’m not sure of the details, all I know is that we’re going to a BBQ or a pig roast or something of the like at Ness’ brother’s place.  When I figure out if we’re really going and if I’ll have time to meet up with some people, I’ll figure it out.  If you’re interested in meeting up somewhere, let me know.

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