I promised more memories from my first Mixtape a long time ago, but one thing led to another, and another, and that just didn’t happen. But I’m here now and ready to write another one of my memories.
For some strange reason, I had completely forgotten about The Smashing Pumpkins. I’m not proud of that fact, because when I was younger they were one of my favorite bands. Ness walked into my life and she helped me to remember some of the great music that I had forgotten about.
Everytime I hear this song, I’m instantly reminded of Ness. I’m fucked up, broken, depressed, and selfish (among other things), and I realize that I might not be able to change and that no one can heal me, but when I’m with Ness, she realizes that I’m not perfect, but it doesn’t matter. She’ll take me broken, depressed, fucked up, and selfish and she’ll come with me for the ride.
If that makes any sense…
June 18, 2007
It makes sense and I’m glad you’re happy. But I still want the stories behind the rest of the songs… dude.
June 18, 2007
Mandy, I promise they are coming.
June 18, 2007
I would threaten you, but you only seem to like it when I do that… so I may start whining, I know that’s what it takes.
June 21, 2007
Yea, whining always gets me. Don’t worry…I’m working on them. I’ve just been busy.