i’m blind
well thank you to 8zero8 for finding that website. i told my parents about it and they are all about saving the link so when they need glasses they’ll get em from there or something. but i get shafted…around christmas no less because apparently i’m not even worth spending 19 bucks on. bastards.
in other news. we are down to single digits now and i’ll be in san diego in 9 days. how kick ass is that? i could use a vacation. i swear i’m getting an ulcer putting up with my parents. too many damn ups and downs. my dad did tell me about how this one place here is hiring. i’m goign to go apply sometime this week. i won’t get the job but i’ll go apply. why won’t i get the job? because it’s in sales, and i don’t really want a sales job and so i won’t get he job because i really don’t want it and they’ll be able to tell i don’t want it.
i’ll get into san diego around midnight eastern time and after 9 hours of travel time i think i’ll be a bit tired so eating and sleeping sounds like the plan for the 21st. the 22nd i don’t know what we’re going to do exactly. i’m usually pretty good about jet lag and everything so i don’t think i’ll be all too tired on the 22nd.
so i need some quick money. i have been coming up with some plans for making money and tjey sound all cool but really, they won’t work. so it’s back to the drawing board. i hate that i’m poor. i had money saved up but for one reason or another it disappeared on me. like…i needed to pay my cell phone bill and my credit card bill. and then my dad came up with me owing him 3500 bucks which is complete bullshit because i’ve never asked to borrow money from him. trying to get him to part from his precious money is like trying to grow a diamond in someone’s rectum. it will never happen. and then of course there is the gas money. gas prices are super high in NY. i mean, i live next to a reservation but even on the res the prices are high. and then i had to buy my books for this semester.
i had to call the community college the other day. apparently i owe them money from the last time i went ot school there and i have to pay that before i can get my application processed. how sucky is that? more money that i don’t have. i’m thinking of breaking down and putting it all on my credit card. but i know i can’t afford to pay it off by the time my bill comes around…and probably not the bill after that either…so no. i mean i have to pay my dad “back�, i owe Gaby money, i have to pay my cell bill next month, i have to pay the community college, i have to pay for my text books, i have to pay for supplies, and i have to pay for gas in my car. not to mention car insurance. and i have to pay “rent� while i live with my parents. and if i can’t go back to school next semester, which i might not be able to because of the money i owe them, i will have to start paying on my student loan. wow i’m going to be BROKE for a long time. i love being a broke ass college student. i’m gonna go buy a cheap forty and play beer pong. woohoo. no, not really. i like beer pong though.
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