Josh

i am awesome

today

i watched spider man 2 today. i didn’t go and see it at the movies for one reason or another and i went and rented it today. i loved it. of course, it wasn’t as good as the first, but sequals are never better. not even the godfather II.

17 more days until i am in sunny san diego, well hopefully sunny. gaby is wonderful and i so cannot wait to see her. missing christmas is a small price to pay. well, i never really spent christmas with my family anyway. ever since i was about 12 i’ve stayed in my room when the family came over and i never went to my grandparent’s house for christmas. i’m a total blacksheep to them. they all say hi and give me hugs and that’s it. no so how’s your life goin Josh? whatever. i can’t keep beating myself up for this. they have their own issues with or without them knowing that i’m a lesbian. you can only please so many people and the more you try to please the thinner you spread yourself. that leaves nothing for you. i’ve learned, quite recently actually, that by allowing yourself to be happy no matter what the cost, will lead to the happiness of others around you.

good ole tommy thompson resigned eh? good. didn’t like the guy. he’s done nothing to help the US while he was the “health� dude over in DC. kevorkian could have done better.


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