Josh

i still have a cold or whatever the hell it is. i’ve been taking sudafed and tylenol non stop. it could be worse. i could have pneumonia, or i could be sick when i’m in san diego, so at least THAT’s a good thing. i haven’t been able to sleep because my head feels like [...]

i just finished a letter to my uncle mark. he’s in jail. this is the first time i’ve written to him. he’s been in jail since august, i think. i’m not really sure. i’ve tried not to keep up on what has been happening with him. i know that it gets my mom down and [...]

Today is the day before we all stuff ourselves full of food that puts us to sleep, and the guys in the family gather round to watch football. In my family, during dinner we talk about what has been going on since we’ve all last seen each other. Then after dinner we watch football. All [...]

i know there is only one day down from the countdown to san diego, but as it draws closer the happier i get, the more nervous i get, and the more frickin excited i become.i still haven’t finished cleaning my room…oops my bad. i need to have it done by 10am because there is this [...]

today is one of the best days ever. i’m going to san diego one month from today. i’m coming back january 5th. that’s insane! two weeks, but that was pretty much all that was available. i’m super excited, but nervous at the same time. but that just sucks a monkey in the best way ever. [...]

today is a slow day for me. i’ve already started to clean my room, and i’m totally doing everything today. i have a lot to clean up because when i moved into this room i never really put the room together and organized it, so stuff has been accumlating for a few months. i’m wiping [...]

“the girl� and i had a very awesome night last night. we watched a couple of movies, one of them being when harry met sally, the other being one of my favorite computer animated movies, Finding Nemo. because time was limited on my end we didn’t get to finish when harry met sally, so we [...]

interesting night with no sleep. stayed up till the wee hours of the am and passed out on the phone. not really sure what time i went to sleep. i woke up early so that i could go and apply for a job and stuff. don’t know if i’ll get the job but it’s another [...]

I just have one thing that I want to say to you, ok well two. One, I’m going to come and see you even if I have to sell both of my kidneys. Second, I just want you to see it in here. I love you. MWAH
Josh

last night the ex came over. she kind of just showed up, but not really. she called and said she wanted to hang out but i said i wasn’t feeling well and that i didn’t want to go out. next thing i know she is knocking on my door. we sat on my couch for [...]

i read the ny times daily, either online or in print, and today i was like…wow there’s really nothing good in here. although there was this article about how a flight attendant was fired from Delta because of her blog. she posted “provacative� photos.
still nothing about finding jobs. i just got back from a “job [...]

and so the job search has begun. no luck as of yet. i’m not too hopeful. i even went to the evil empire (WalMart) and applied.
that stalker girl that i had previously mentioned has been calling non stop again. when i was out job searching today she called me three times, one right after the [...]

So, no more jobby job. That’s ok though. I’ll go around tomorrow and apply to different places, but I’m doubting the prospects. Not that I care. I get to spend more time with “the girl� and that, to me, is a great thing. Before I started working we would talk all the time, and when [...]

Well, tomorrow is my last day at work. I’m pissed off about it, even though I knew that lay offs would be coming soon. I’m also kind of sad. I’ve made a lot of friends at work. Brenda, the one that I go out to the bars with, is moving back down to Houston sometime [...]

Yesterday was a BORING day at work. No one was in the mood to talk and it was like pulling teeth when having a conversation with somebody. No word officially from anyone about being laid off, although the lady at the temp services called today and said that Friday was my last day. Um, yea [...]

Tonight we finally got a snow that actually stuck to the ground. Snow is always beautiful when you are inside and looking out a window. But once you step outside and feel the cold on your skin, once you have to start shoveling the snow, brushing the snow off your tires, wait an hour for [...]

I stroked me some penis! I didn’t enjoy it although we did kick some ass and made twice as much as we were supposed to so that is awesomeness. So I was taking a little break by trying to fix one of the modules that hadn’t wuite gone together so well and while I was [...]

Then maybe I wouldn’t have to miss her.

I woke up late today, which totally sucked because there were a couple things that I had planned on doing today. I had planned on doing laundry, but that didn’t happen, and I had also planned on finishing the surprise for “the girl� but I didn’t get around [...]